i have this mixed feelings lately...i'm kinda afraid actually....i'm always happy and my life is full of colors....example..just now..we had so much fun in Mahkota and DP....and im so darn happy coz my group got full marks for our presentation after all our hard work....but...on the other hand..i felt so damn lonely once im back home...im just by myself facing this PC....so..in my heart...i dun really know wat am i thinking actually....i envy ppl tat can be happy all the time without any misery..i am just being so myself...i talk much when i feel like talking...i dun talk when im not in the mood...sumtimes...i think too much tat nobody knows...and the person i once spill out all my problems...now no more bring "implemented"....lolx...not to say no more lah...but we seldom talk anymore..we always share stories together...now its all in vain...and i just dun know why...im just trying so hard...and god still doesnt realise me...the same thing always happened and im the one gagling all by myself...im seriously very sick of all these...i just wan a very simple life...and i made myself complicated...i will be fine..i miss myself...i ponder....
