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Sunday, January 31, 2010

berhenti berharap~

Shud I give up?? short but thoughtful~

BERHENTI BERHARAP
SHEILA ON 7


aku tak percaya lagi
atas apa yang kau beria
ku terhempas di sini
tersudut menunggu matia
ku tak percaya lagi
akan guna matahari
yang sinarnya terangi
sudut gelap hati ini
aku berhenti berharap
dan menunggu datang gelap
sampai nanti suatu saat
tak ada cinta kudapat
mengapa ada derita
bila bahagia tercipta
mengapa ada sang hitam
bila putih menyenangkan

ooo..oooo
Chorus:
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kuterima.. kekalahanku
aku pulang...tanpa dendam
kusalurkan.. kemenanganku

bridge:
kau ajarkan aku bahagia
kau ajarkan aku derita
kau tunjukkan aku bahagia
kau tunjukkan aku derita
kau berikan aku bahagia
kau berikan aku derita

Blindsided


the feeling of being blindsided is still there...and i tot tat after these weekend...i will be release from this jinx...its giving me pain in my ass...and trust me...to all god's creation out ther...u dun wanna be blindsided...especially from ppl who u dun expect them to blindside u....but i did told myself tat life must go on no matter how...and yet...my guardian angels are not with me to carry me up...im crawling at a such slow pace that any wind comes i may fall to the ground again...be it...im forcing myself to get up right now and make my words count...

GLEE




Glee- a musical comedy series that airs on Fox.. but i watched it through another software..it focuses on a high school show choir which is called a glee club..it has only been my 3rd episode watching this drama...but i can bet...this had won my heart over it....no wonder they gt so many nominees for this drama series..season one has 13 episodes all together...and i cant wait to finish the whole season..hope i can finish it by tomorrow...if im free enuf...coz this series really tempts me to watch the next episode after the ending of the prior...n my bet to all of u...those who r a fan of high school musical...this is tonnes and way much better than that....im not a fan of high school musical...but Glee hooked me up since the 1st episode...the musics and choreography in this series is just superb...all actors do sing well and have a big talent...the plot is also good...jut imagine me watching only 3 episodes and im liking the story so much..thnx to Mr. murphy, falchuk & Dante...the producer of this series...not to forget all the actors that made the whole GLEE a "GLEE"?!?!?

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

A sinner's unwilling confession

i'm always the one that think of other people's sake first before considering what are the consequences that i'm gonna face....but why people just misinterpret my thoughts all the time??
i tried so hard to gain everybody's faith in me...but i ended up being the dumb-est freak that existed...being intimidated once and forgive is counted kind hearted...being intimidated the second time and still forgive is counted as dumb...i still ponder...how dumb can i be??should i make my own stand and fight all my curses or shall i just sit down silently and continue being intimidate??my guardian angels chosen the first choice but i just don't have the guts to do so...i'm not along side with the majorities...well..it seems like i have to hide back in my shell till the shell is being triggered again...live in a sin when ur not a sinner is so frustrating...

The Voices


I've posted this in my facebook notes...but i feel like writing it all again...this gives me the inspiration to be more focus on what im into...


Are you tired of being lonely, sad, and discriminated? I am. That’s why I think its time that I take a stand. For all those, poor, helpless people out there, who are shot down every time they try to stand up for themselves. For these people, I will take a stand. I will stand up in the middle of the world and say, "Why the hell do we even care?" What difference does it make if you like unusual food, music, or hobbies?? Because, what does unusual mean, anyway? If it means different, then everyone on this earth is unusual.


Well, now it’s about time these people got some recognition. But no, we don’t care enough for that. We just go on with our normal lives, working everyday, partying on the weekends. We cry when people die, and rejoice when a baby is born. All of the "normal" people fit perfectly somewhere in this complicated web of life.



But, me, I’m concerned about the people who don’t. There are millions and millions of people in this world that are rejected from the social circle for incredibly stupid reasons, such as not having as much money as the rest of them, not being into the same types of music, being overweight. I mean, what is this world coming to? Every where you look you see notices on stopping teen suicide, and studies on the reasons for it. Well, if these people just took the time to open their eyes and look around them, there wouldn’t be any need for these studies. I mean, these outcasts who are being shunned, how do you think they feel? They wake up every morning with a sick feeling of dread in their stomachs, and try to prepare themselves for another horrible day of teasing and being bullied.


For these people, life is not worth living. Around people, they just try to shrink into the crowd, and consider themselves lucky that they are not noticed. They get home and just sit there, with no hope of anybody calling them to hang out or just chat. And nobody even cares. As long as they’re not being bothered, the in crowd couldn’t care less whether these people are happy or in a terrible state of depression.


Well, I think that’s life….and very similar to MY LIFE…..but i have to strive harder and be myself..be what i want….someday god will realise me…….

哭过就好了~


梁文音

哭過就好了 (紫玫瑰片尾曲)

作詞:姚若龍 作曲:陳小霞

不喜歡懷疑什麼 並不表示我沒有感受
看你微妙的變化 慢慢不同
我不是生氣 只是心痛
最討厭被誤會了 但越解釋越覺得難過
你可以說人會變 但不能說
你會這麼做是我的錯

哭過就好了 傷都會好的
這樣相信所以深呼吸著割捨
愛是為了擁抱 為了牽手
不是為了爭吵 為了調頭

哭過就好了 痛都會走的
記憶有限所以它會淘汰壞的
失眠聽歌想念雖然苦澀
還是謝謝你讓我 長大了
越多美好堆疊的過往
想忘就得推倒更大的悲傷
要找勇氣 卻不在口袋或手上
但它一定在我身上某個地方

Thursday, January 21, 2010

天黑黑~






this song is specially dedicated to my lovely granny that had diagnosed with cancer...from the outside..i mayb doing wat ppl usually does...laughing all around..playing the fool all around....but deep in my heart...the only person tat has been always in my soul...as my guardian angel...its all in the blood...

the thing i learned is we shud not blame nor feel unfair...we were born to be unfair...therefore..we shud just be thankful and be merrier...life is just a game...then just rock the game...
sometimes, we do not have what we like, or we do not like what we have...but someday, we will have what we like and we will like what we have...tats life!cherish all people among us and live life to the fullest..



孙燕姿 天黑黑


我的小时候 吵闹任性的时候
我的外婆 总会唱歌哄我
夏天的午后 老老的歌安慰我
那首歌好象这样唱的
天黑黑 欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑
离开小时候 有了自己的生活
新鲜的歌 新鲜的念头
任性和冲动 无法控制的时候
我忘记还有这样的歌
天黑黑 欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑
我爱上 让我奋不顾身的一个人
我以为 这就是我所追求的世界
然而横冲直撞被误解被骗
是否成人的世界背后总有残缺
我走在 每天必须面对的分岔路
我怀念 过去单纯美好的小幸福
爱总是让人哭 让人觉得不满足
天空很大却看不清楚 好孤独
天黑的时候 我又想起那首歌
突然期待 下起安静的雨
原来外婆的道理早就唱给我听
下起雨 也要勇敢前进
我相信 一切都会平息
我现在 好想回家去
天黑黑 欲落雨 天黑黑 黑黑

Untitled


it has been almost 2 weeks for not updating my blog...i spent the whole 1st week in miri n KK with all my mates...then 2nd week in vietnam...damn tiring...not gonna update bout vina nor the east in the post...too much to ponder in such a short time...im too tired of my FYP n all those upcoming assignments..perhaps im still tired of the time lag between vina n malaysia..but its only an hour diff...or mayb i had too many flights in the whole 2 weeks...let me count..6 flights in 2 weeks and spent 2 sleepless nights in the airport...darn...will update my trip to viet soon once i get all my pics with me...and nt to forget the east too...will be leaving malacca to klang tomorrow...hmm...hactic but damn fun year for a start...

Saturday, January 2, 2010

2010 Countdown show 1


I will seperate the countdown show post into 2....i'll continue the next post once i'm back in melaka...for i dun have the cable with me...took some live pictures but cant upload it to the PC now...the countdown concert in Queensbay was damn hapenning!!....not my favourite artists la....but at least i gt the feel at last for this year's new year....previous year was just celebrating in the bus..ahax....while coming back to penang from melaka...

Talking about the concert...to my surprise most of these Malaysian invited artists can SING this time!!and they do learn up alot of interactiing skills....i still remember my last concert was SUMMER 8 in melaka....aurgghhhhh....u dun wan me to explain further....ahax....but this time was great!most of them do prepare well and better stamina....

my most surprise of that night was there is a beauty pageant contestant, n now she involve alot in MC-ing and programe shows....i will just say THIS GIRL CAN SING!!!she dont only owns her beauty...but she also has a great voice and humble in person.




Do enjoy ur NEW YEAR and take care yup!
will post more when i'm back in melaka...kinda busy with all those lepak-ing
cheers!
Life can be awfully amazing!

2010~ HAPPY NEW YEAR!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!
The day has come, let me recall what i have done on the last day of 2009

Morning: went to do some marketing with my parents...

Noon: lunch at home, doin some part of my fyp

evening: lepak with all my crack friends....getting ready for countdown in queensbay.

will update on the evening session in my next post...till then...have a happy and Merry NEW YEAR!!to all my friend's birthdays that falls on new year day...HAPPY BD!